Jiwang tak kena tempat

I have an active mind, constantly thinking, wondering, planning, wishing, regretting..all at once but I’m not the type of person who expresses it all out. I prefer to use music, books, movies as my pengganti. Writing takleh la..blog ni public, bukan private blog. I dun like to use blog to express my inner feelings pon..

If I have been engrossed in my reading, I will capture the character’s character in me as well. Ni yg buat payah ni..mcm dulu when I was so engrossed in the Twilight Saga, I connected to Jacob’s character especially in New Moon. Huhu bayangkan I felt hurt, lonely, sad for dayssss in reality coz the book somehow has affected my mood as well. Sampai terbwk² dlm mimpi, sampai I had trouble sleeping, at one stage I kept on sleeping at 3-4am every single day. GILE.

Currently I’ve just finished reading Time Time Traveller’s Wife and I tell u it’s an awesome book! Walaupun lama nak menghabiskan buku but each time I read the book I will automatically connect to Clare’s character. Her longings for Henry, for a child of her own after 5 ke 6 miscarriages, for a normal life..fuh..sungguh menusuk kalbu. Lelebih lagi terasa when I watched the trailer for the movie after I’ve finished reading the book..lagi laaa mode jiwang tu datang haha. Rachel McAdams mmg sesuai la blakon cite classic camni..and that dude..sapo tah mamat yg berlakon as Henry tu..really looks like Henry kan? (ni soalan kpd org yg sudah membaca buku tu la..huhu)

Dah abeh baca buku TTTW, rasa lost semcm coz I want to find something mellow, sesuai utk mood jiwang. Pastu teringat ahaa..DVD Confessions of a Shopaholic tak abeh khatam lagi. Happy utk seketika waktu coz dpt tgk Luke Brandon heh. Tapi biasala..bila dah layan cite Sophie Kinsella (SK), mesti la akan teringat buku baru dia yg tak beli² lagi ni..haa mula la dpt idea nak carik buku lain.

At first ingat nak gagahkan diri utk TIDAK membeli buku Sophie Kinsella for the time being since harga dia masih lagi at RM79.90 tp takleh tahan laa…I neeeeeed something to make my active mind work. Akhirnya, buku Twenties Girl dalam genggaman..haha tp skang kena ubah mode plak. Takleh jiwang2, kena mode funky and cheeky plak ikut character Lara Lington..

Is it just me or gurls mmg camni? Dulu I was an avid fan of One Tree Hill. Tapi takat layan sampai season 4 je..season 5 and 6 tak terbeli lagi DVDnya..but for each episode and each season I connected myself to Peyton soo much. Peyton kan suka express herself through her drawings and paintings kan..very the berkias she is. Mysterious in some ways but at the end of the day, all she wanted was to have Lucas’s true love. Kan?

Another TV series character that I can connect is in Lipstick Jungle, I connected myself to Nico (the janda yg ada affair dgn Kirby tu haha) not to say that I intend to haf an affair wif some dude la..

The more bermasalah a person is, the more connected I am to that individual. Ntahla..huhu I’m weird. I sense that in my social circle gak. I prefer to befriend those yg ada masalah e.g kewangan, keluarga, relationship dari yg jovial memanjang..and somehow they prefer to befriend me too hehe. Ntah nape tah..tapi kalo ofis politics..please take me out from the loop! Tak kuasa den nak dgr.

Right now..I’m connecting soo much to the latest Agnes Monica’s single titled Teruskanlah. Layan la..sedap lagu ni.

Bila tengok VC dia..lagi la rasa cam..aaah we’re in the same shoes!
I think it’s a hormon imbalance…period dah delay 4 hari. Sila jgn suruh saya pegi ke Guardian terdekat utk membeli pregnancy test ye. I will do it when I feel it’s right.

10 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. ~Reena~
    Sep 03, 2009 @ 14:07:23

    OMGGGGGG aku pun rasa cam connected dengan Peyton. OTH adalah siri yg paling connected dengan diri aku rasanya.

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    • newlifenewbeginning
      Sep 03, 2009 @ 15:57:17

      Reena: i guess we’re a bunch of complicated ppl who relates to other complicated ppl haha..if i’m making any sense here

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  2. dizzyfly
    Sep 03, 2009 @ 16:38:17

    mieza = jiwang. tu dah lama aku tau. heheeh. takpela, being jiwang is fun. sometimes la. kalau jiwang meleret, aku pun muntah ijau. tahap jiwang ko ni, bole diterima akal lagi la🙂

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  3. Dell
    Sep 04, 2009 @ 03:06:28

    mieza, perkataan cyst tu i dah lama dengar. tapi tak pernah la nak amik peduli nak tau mcm mana it happens and what nots. tengok2 i yg kena. still dr cakap nobody knows why it happen, but unfortunately it happens. boleh?

    kalau sakit perut, terus jumpa dr tau. dont wait too long. takut la cyst ni. its nothing serious but jgn jadi mcm i lah, sampai affect my baby. kalau dah preggie, let me know!😀

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  4. newlifenewbeginning
    Sep 04, 2009 @ 14:46:28

    dizzyfly: ala ko pon tau nape aku camni kan..there’s something on my mind la tu, dats y dok emotional over books and songs hehe

    Dell: ok..noted, sakit perut jumpa doktor haha

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  5. cik peah
    Sep 04, 2009 @ 18:28:07

    aku suka yg nih
    Quote
    I prefer to befriend those yg ada masalah e.g kewangan, keluarga, relationship dari yg jovial memanjang..and somehow they prefer to befriend me too hehe
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    hahaha..sgtla cam aku gaks…maybe i’m 1 of those bermasalah tu…muahahah

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  6. hanieFD
    Sep 05, 2009 @ 14:06:06

    hee ter’emo ye kalau bace buku😉 okla tu..dpt mendalami setiap yg dibaca tu…hehe. Opsss…cukup seminggu, sile pegi Guardian itu ye🙂

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  7. Diahlicious
    Sep 07, 2009 @ 15:41:37

    Hi Mieza..sory i ve only noticed ur comment on my blog..gile dh basi tp xper..nak jgk tanye..u course mane kt MMu dulu?
    Bile u kawin?Congratsss!sory for the late wish.so hows marriage life?masih kenot letgo kan?hehehe

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    • newlifenewbeginning
      Sep 09, 2009 @ 08:13:39

      Diah: i budak BBA, majoring in management coursemate hairie dulu..kawin about 3mths back🙂

      Reply

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